♫♪I'm back to happy Bass Trombone!!♪♫

Hello! There was band practice yesterday. MY FAVOURITE SENIORS SUKY & KEVIN CAME BACK!!! ♥♥♥ I miss you so much for the past so many months! Suky sat beside me for a while, yay! Then went to sit between my 2 juniors, haha! But she ignore DC for Benjamin xP But Kevin keep standing behind at the percussion area... :( Oh ya, actually when I saw him in the mirror I wasn't wearing specs so I didn't know it was him. I thought it was Xie Yu, but why Xie Yu can suddenly grow so tall since last practice?! Then Suky came and said she brought KEVIN! So it IS KEVIN! ^_^ Oh my gosh, his hair style is so cool! He looks like a singer!!! :D And Suky keep saying he's handsome =v= haha!

Anyway, today's practice saw me dying at Celebration and Song. That song kill me till I can't play anything after that =.=" Luckily Kevin not beside me, later he go: yuck, what happened to my junior?... That would be even yuckier than playing yuckily, the only thing that can be yuckier than playing with metal in your mouth. Anyway, we also played the Disney songs because we're gonna use it for sec 1 orientation. Later no one want to join. I want 2 juniors next year.

I'm seriously disgustingly sick of some idiots. They waste my time, everyone's time so much that Kevin left first. He was already waiting for quite long then what SL stay back and talk for so long, wasting time. Most of the time is not even spent talking, just sit there and shut up don't know doing what. Ask people to stay back just to sit and do nothing. What the heck?! Today I'm even more 不爽 although it's always as irritating as this. I'm super pissed off because they caused me to miss my chance to talk to my FAVOURITE SENIOR! -.-" *profanities*

On the bright side, I still had my other favourite senior who waited for me to leave school with me! ♥ ^_^ I took bus with SUKY :D She said Mr Yu told her I need to work more with the other majors and I always think of my senior... I'm gonna start ranting again. (Skip to next paragraph if you want happy part) Firstly, if they don't tell me anything, how the heck do you want me to work with them? Next, today was the only time I opened the door late because Mdm Yanti didn't come to the cafe as she usually does so I went to get it from her a bit after 8. Thirdly, why am I getting scolded for this when the "DMs" get off scot-free coming late almost everyday? Ok maybe not directed at me only since he said majors, but seriously, are you serious?! So it's fine they come as and when they like and not fine I opened the door late once due to this reason?! For goodness sake, they weren't even here when I opened the door LATE!

Now back to the nice things about seniors :) I asked Suky if Mr Yu meant Kevin, she said he didn't say but of course it is, it can't be her. But actually, when you first stopped coming back to band earlier this year, I also always said I want Suky, I miss Suky, just that you didn't know :D You're my favourite senior too, not need to be jealous of Kevin! ^_^ I ♥ MY SENIORS ALWAYS! ♥♥♥

Labels: Band, Feelings/Emotions, Juniors, pissed, Seniors, Trombone

♫♪I'm back to happy Bass Trombone!!♪♫

Hello. There was band practice again today. I think Mr Yeo's recovered because he came today :) Memories of Friendship is better for me today. I played 2nd trombone score today :P The melody at D is easier to play on 2nd on 1st, because they're an octave higher than my 3rd. I'm in the same octave as tuba! :O First time! So low... but I still have to play 3rd. The rest of the notes, the crotchets in 2nd trombone are all higher so my mouth will ache as usual, so I'd better play 3rd. If not I'll take 2nd and make DC play 3rd, haha! I'm an evil senior :P Today's whole practice was on Memories of Friendship... Make me miss NCO Band, because it's so boring sometimes when other people don't know how to play their simple parts and waste everyone's time. That never happened in NCO Camp, firstly because the BMs know their parts and next because Mr Kajiyama won't waste time like this because we've only got 5 days. I finally used my new tuner today, the one they gave at the gala dinner in HK!

Oh, and I want to sit in this arrangement everyday, because there was less space today somehow so I'm right behind Hui Shi! :D She's like... a replacement for Kevin, but of course Hui Shi is Hui Shi, Kevin is Kevin :) What I mean is that now I got someone to talk to in practice again, someone to smile with me again and relief me of my lonliness which has been here for more than half a year since Kevin left. Yay ^_^

I'm starting to get sick of this, "band". I'm starting to hate some people also. I seriously hate their narrow-mindedness and stupidity, which includes taking everything for granted, like money (which isn't even theirs, it's their parents') and everything you can think of. You are a main reason I hate money when everyone loves it. I hate time wasters too, they're just wasting my time, actually everone's time, wasting people's lives for worthless things like them. Just stand there talking as if their talks is so damn worth wasting our lives on. People expect major to do everything for the "band", be so nice to them, just because it's major. You give me attitude, I can give you attitude also, who says BMs can't? But when I give you attitude, expect something more from me, after all I'm BM right? Don't expect me to be nice to selfish people who spoil my reputation and future. Who wants to be BM of this "band"? If you look at the disgusting scene and you're not emotionless after 6 months, I take my hat of to you.

Hey, I got U-KISS album but my favourite song, which doesn't say instrumental in the title, is just the background music with no words -.- Cheat people's money.

Labels: Band, Feelings/Emotions, pissed, Sweets

♫♪I'm a happy 1st Trombone!!♪♫

Yesterday band. Totally pissed off to see more than half of them coming late. Reach school before 8am so what. Don't I do that 6 times a week, every week, every month? -.- Damn it. We practised Celebration and Song and High School Musical today. My braces seriously so irritating, as irritating as them. DC didn't come again. I cannot play soft because I'll get some yucky sound because the braces are so damn big. DC doesn't have braces but always gets that sound when he's playing loud -.- It's not like he practises to get a proper sound anyway. At the slow part of Celebration and Song, I think there's a 1st alto sax solo, because I only hear Aisyah playing the melody. And I have high notes, as usual given that I'm 1st trombone. That's harder to play soft. Then at bar 73 (again, like Symphonium) I have about one bar of melody with high notes. My sound is seriously yucky even if it's notes in the middle. Today, it's exactly one whole year since the metal's been irritating me. As if that's not enough. I had to write a 2-page report yesterday and send it to Mr Yeo yesterday because Ms Deepa was talking and some people went to keep their instruments. But she was talking to the whole band then she started talking to Josiah, then they walked off, so of course I defend my band in the report. And take the responsibility since I'm supposed to as the BM. I'm not the only one, the other 2 majors also have to write one. The 20 people who went to the ACJC workshop also have to write a report on it, so we majors have 2 to write.

I just finished my workshop report.

I got my hair cut today, yuck. Luckily, the back only (as if that's very little -.-) I cut my fringe last Sunday, myself! I hate hair cuts. They always cut off more than we tell them, or more than they confirm with us. Then we tell them for what, might as well they cut how they want to -.- It's not the first time obviously. I was so angry last time that I cried in front of her in that place. And today the person called me "Ah girl" -.- It's so short now! It's not the longest in class now! :( What's worse is that it's shorter than many people's... At least I'm satisfied with my fringe ^_^

Labels: Band, Feelings/Emotions, pissed

♫♪I'm a happy 1st Trombone!!♪♫

Hello! Tuesday 20 July no practice because of O Level Chinese listening comprehension and Sec 3 higher CL one cos they taking the normal CL O level, so we were unable to celebrate our dear Mr LY and Mr LY's birthdays! Mr Yeo's is 19 July Monday, Mr Yu's is 23 July yesterday. I only SMSed the 2 of them on their birthdays. Friday was sectionals, no conductors as usual, so a lot of them came late, even though most came about 10min late, but late's still late. Those who came even later include COMMITTEE members! -.- We warmed up for a while and then went to sectionals in the 2 idiotically small rooms. I didn't go there at all because I was in charge of them making birthday cards. After school I waited for Mavis to finish her HCL lesson then went bookshop to buy 2 big cards (what material??) and small cards. We want to get everyone to write a small card and paste on the big one according to section. Took about 30min to buy the stuff, haha. It's hard to decide when we don't have a draft, but it's impossible to have a draft right? So we bought bright red and off-white huge cards and a box of small cards. During sectionals, I actually wanted section by section to come up and write 2 cards each but somehow the committee came for some games day meeting, what the shit. They even said they wanted it on Saturday despite Mdm Yanti objecting as the conductors are paid to come on Saturdays. Omg... seriously is this my committee? Then after that more than one section came up because apparently the some of my comm members told them to come when I didn't -.- haha.

Some of them come and slack sia... what the heck, damn irritated with them. They like to deprive people ah, deprive conductors of their work, deprive me of MY sectionals time. I couldn't go sectionals cos I had to be up there, but at least can self practice right -.- Come to think of it, all 3 majors were up here, but for what sia?! I bet the band slacked :( ... Useless. I can't believe my committee, seriously. After band practice, Mavis (came at 5 after lesson), Jaslyn & Xue Qi stayed back till 7+ to make the cards! We had to substitute empty cards so that we have space for Sec 1s' cards. The organisation of where and how to arrange the smal cards was hard! The red one was for Mr Yu with white words. I think it's like a HK flag cos the background's red and the inside's white, haha. Mr Yeo's is white with red words, opposite and more like Singapore flag. I think this part's very cool! :D Mr Yu's card is nicer, but not because I was biased! Just happened to be.

Today, band again. Marching in the morning. We brought the cards and materials for the sec 1s to make. Again, Jaslyn & Xue Qi stayed to help me while the rest do marching. Some irresponsible people came very late. Some asshole is being very extra in band and loves scolding vulgarities and scolding people's mother behind their back after irritated them and making them pissed off. What's his problem, scold people's mother for nothing. F*** that damn Yu Bin, go die la, you're an insult to your mother. You got mother people don't have ah, what if I go scold your mother after being an asshole to you, idiot. Act damn extra, show off on every single rubbish thing as if you're so great. You ADHD go f off la, ass. Want people to notice your stupidity and rubbish for what, as if you're worth noticing. Totally have no pride yet act so proud, there's nothing even to be proud of, as if you play music nicely, it's like shit ok, worse than shit. Your skills suck more than anyone I've ever seen, still so thick-skinned go around playing so damn fking loudly and irritate people. No one wanna hear you bullshit so f off. Just spoiling your country's reputation and making people think that your countrymen are like that. The most shameless person you can ever find in the band. Fker.

After marching they went upstairs and warmed up and tuned till Mr Yu came. Mr Yeo said he wouldn't be coming today :( Shucks, the birthday... We did a lot of the Great Band Workout warm up today with Sec 1s, then we played the new songs Rocking to the Rhymes and part of Nobody. We have 3 songs actually. After practice ended, we delayed the celebration a while cos there was no knife with the cake! Mavis went to buy. I stalled for time with the band whenever Mr Yu wanted to dismiss them cos he wants to see comm. Haha, twice, very strange. First time attendance, luckily 2nd time can tell them about band blog, haha. Then I went out to see and yay! Got knife alr. I think I very strange today, I open the door and go "Mr Yu! We got something for you!" Haha, crazy. Gabriel and Mavis brought the cake and we sang a birthday song (English) and I gave the huge pretty card :) Mr Yu sick, couldn't eat the cake... :( After giving out the cake, he had comm meeting to talk about band uniform and t shirt. I didn't even know they said they wanted white blazer, wth! Since when, and why white? Last year just changed uniform -.- Ok that's it, bye :)

Labels: Band, Birthday, Events/Occassions, Feelings/Emotions, pissed, Trombone

♫♪I'm a happy 1st Trombone!!♪♫

Hi, band practice on Wednesday and today. Wednesday 23 June 2010 was the worst day at band ever, other than last SYF. Gave up what was so important to me just for band's sake when they wouldn't even bother about it actually. I told a white lie, but it's actually quite obvious that it's a lie, anyone who knows me and believed it must be an idiot. But the conductors understood what I said so they went according to my wish (which is actually not entirely my wish, my wish is something else but will not be good for Band). If anyone's reading, I actually wish something but I know it'll not be good for Band, so I wish otherwise, and so I have conflicting wishes. But that was one of the most important things to me ever, which is why I was late back from break. Break will till 10.35 but I went back at 10.50, must be understanding la, but I don't think anyone even cared IF they noticed -.- Why do I even care so much about Band when they don't? I GAVE UP MY DREAM, TOLD A WHITE LIE, DISAPPOINTED MYSELF AND OTHER PEOPLE, TORTURE MYSELF FOR WHAT?! :( I thought I wasn't a selfless person, I used to be selfish right? I still am right? I don't know. They day was just sh*tty for me. After band I went to have lunch alone then project at Francoise's house again. As if I'm not emo enough he kept wasting time and slacking, reminding me of BAND! -.- I had gastric pain there, but he help me buy food :) When I went home it was painful like every step I took. I reached home at 8 by the way. Shortly after, I puked it out, then after a while the pain went away... What a lousy day. Later while I was playing with my phone, Jonathan called. Haha! He used the same trick. Pretend to be surveyor, I already recognise the number and his voice la, lol. He called to tell me he's coming today, and to give him and Geck Woon the Tapestry tickets :) I told him about my emo day... Er... he's the only person I've talked to on the phone when I don't need to. Need to as in, calling to take band key, directions (3R1 bbq, Jaslyn haha) all that.


Today Band! Jonathan and Yin Xuan came together at about 8.30am. He's the tuba player whose stapler was found in our cupboard before, haha! Walao Jonathan wear the same shirt he wore to Suky's concert! After a while Geck Woon also came and they sat at the percussion area. But less than 30min later the 2 of them gone, left YX. Then later he said wanna go toilet, then gone. We were playing Procession to Peace part G for more than 30min -.- due to some who can't count. During break, I saw they were all in music room -.- I miss Suky and she miss me too (really)! :( I went in to hear them play, they took Kevin and Darryl's files. See, even GW don't believe I don't want to play the solo. Gave them their tickets but GW can't go :( After break continue with PTP for very long until 11.30 then Symphonium. I know, the feeling won't go away. It's not nice. I want my senior (I know got 2 seniors today, but I want Kevin)! I miss my senior! :'( I miss his solo! Damn now Mr Yu say he wants tenor sax (Serene) to play too. After band GW talked to the band and committee. She likes "Jaslyn's solo" but I don't.


*我告诉你，我很会哭的。一哭就能哭到至少半个小时。那时我在 conductors 面前哭，他们叫 Jaslyn 带我到厕所洗脸，可是我都还没哭够！不到几分钟就停了。所以我回来，给 trombone 保养以下后，就失重到迟到才回来。可是他们都不管的啦，我猜有些人都不知道我不在。就算知道也以为我是没理由的迟到，白痴。Band Major 怎么可能没理由迟到！所以我说，为了这种乐队牺牲那么多时不值得的。

Labels: Band, Break, Feelings/Emotions, pissed, Seniors, Trombone, Unwell/Injuries

♫♪I'm a happy 1st Trombone!!♪♫

Hey! My mother just got me Jay Chou's 10th album 跨時代! By the way, the song 超人不会飛 that you're listening to on the blog is from his 10th album. It was $13.95 (without the Popular card discount) but there were 2 others which were the same but one was $10 because of extra 2 music video and Jay Chou badge or something. Another one was $35 because of the metal case. And the one I got so lousy! When I put into the computer, ALL the song info are wrong! Album title, song title, even album picture is from wrong album! I had to change it all myself, in 繁体字... but picture can't change of course :( idiot -.- cheat my mother's money. Don't tell me this is imitation. But at the very least, the songs are correct. I got a damn shock when I saw the album info, I thought the songs were wrong... But this is bad enough. Then I couldn't rip the CD onto the computer... the function was disabled... Why is the CD so cheapo and lousy? It's Jay Chou's album you know, all those idiotic mistakes are insulting him. -.- Damn it!

In the WRONG info (all was from another album) all the songs were written by himself :O Cool, it's highly possible that for this album he did too :) I'm sure he wrote Superman Can't Fly. Anyway, I'm not happy about the damn wrong info, the more expensive 2 might have been different... but I'm happy that I got his songs now :D Bye!

Labels: Jay Chou, Music, pissed, songs

♫♪I'm a happy 1st Trombone!!♪♫

Band yesterday. Marching sucked, for the first time. Mr Yeo teach us to walk 8 steps in 5m for the entire time until 9 o'clock -.- In the sports hall -.- I'd rather do the usual stuff in the quadrangle under the sun...

Then we went to set up the ISH and our instruments and Mr Yu came. Sec 1s stayed in the band room, as usual for Saturday. Today's the last Saturday practice before holiday schedule begins... Mr Yu did Procession to Peace for very long. Suky came! At 10+ and sat with us :D Jonathan didn't come (though he said he would) because he's sick. Oh... I wanted to give him that first Tapestry ticket in the whole school, haha! :D Mr Yu is very confusing, I don't know if it's his English or just him. During warm up we play scales, his instructions keep changing. Then during my 8 bars after D "solo" in PTP (Yu Bin's also playing it) he first said want crescendo then decrescendo, so I wrote on my score already. Then after playing he say do away with the crescendo because cannot hear the first part. Then after that he said mine is background music (which it is NOT) so play softer. Then I play softer (and it sounds muted) and he says that's it -.- And how am I supposed to decrescendo then? Suky says just ignore the decrescendo, so be it. Why must he make me sound like a horn? I don't like it. In the professional recording, trombone is bright, not the background music! And last time he said the trombone Symphonium solo is the counter melody while horn is the melody. ARE YOU SURE?! EVEN SUKY THINKS THAT BOTH OF THESE ARE THE MELODIES. I'm very sure Symphonium trombone is solo, just hear the parts can tell already what! Anyway, today's Symphonium sucked because I was tired. More tired than usual. Play the starting tired already, by the time reach the solo even worse. And, IF YOU THINK YOUR JUNIOR WHO'S NOT A TROMBONIST SHOULD BE PLAYING THE SOLO, THEN YOU GO PUT METAL IN HER MOUTH THEN YOU COME AND BE ARROGANT WITH ME. IF YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING, GO SHOVE METAL IN YOUR MOUTH. 你什么都不知道，却自以为是地鄙视别人，以为你学妹比别人都好。好阿，那你去绑牙，自己经历一下看看你还能不能吹奏乐器。叫你学妹去绑牙啦，如果她吹得比我好我就佩服她啦。I dare to face anything anyone gives me if I dare to write this, don't worry.

Hansel's buying a ticket from me too :) After band, took bus with Suky, and Francoise and Robin happened to be there too! Bye!

Labels: Band, Feelings/Emotions, pissed, Seniors, Trombone

♫♪I'm a happy 1st Trombone!!♪♫

Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry...

After school today, I had lunch then sat with Serene and read book while she did Chinese practice paper, letter writing. Slept a while before band right there, haha, at the canteen. At 2.30pm many people were not there, late. I got them to warm up together before they went for sectionals in the 2 small rooms. Wai Yee conducted first since Dion went toilet and I didn't wanna wait. He took over when he came back. After that, we went to the 2 tiny stuffy rooms. It's so hard to hear anything in there, I don't like that.

Very soon after we reached there, Darryl came. He taught Benjamin warm up, Great Band Workout half step down up, which we just did with Wai Yee (halfway). At first I practice separately from them but soon we did sectionals, yay. Haven't done that for a long time, but at a place where no one can hear no one -.- Darryl took Kevin's trombone, which used to be his before he graduated. Today we played Procession To Peace, Landmark Overture and Symphonium. Well, he took my LO score and went out to play at first, then came back in and teach a bit, clap tempo. After playing the whole PTP he wanted to play LO so we played bar 160, our beautiful melody! :D The notes not easy to read, and tempo quite fast, (he wanted faster -.-) so actually only him and I played mainly. Then Symphonium but not together. I played my solo and teach Benjamin my solo also, just in case. He's forgotten the back part, so I taught him again. Darryl of course wasn't with us the whole time, he wouldn't do that. He frequently goes to slack outside at the corridor. I'm quite satisfied with today's sectionals cos I haven't done it in a long time. Darryl you unfaithful trombonist senior. Your TJC thing, fine you didn't have a choice. But this is way too much, since when did you have to play that? One minute you make me happy and forget about school today, the next, you make me so angry I think back of the lousy day, which you made lousier. You should know better than to agitate me like that, whether I had a lousy day or not, because you very well know that I can't take it. At 5+ we had a brass combine on PTP. Actually I only wanted lower brass because all the brasses would be very loud and echo, but they joined in so... It was not together, haha. Then we went up and Dion conducted PTP again for the whole band. Then keep things.

I took attendance for the 3rd time ever since I was BM -.- Seeing you with that thing already pisses me off more than enough and you still let me see you with that person. And why is it when I'm trying to show my unhappiness at you, you're smiling?! I thought you'd be unhappy also, but why do you seem completely unaffected? Is that fake or what? Seriously what are you thinking?! Can't you just be more faithful and loyal? And sorry for screaming at you when you counted wrongly, because I was pissed off and it's not my fault. You probably won't even be here to read this... Anyway, you should know why I'm so affected, but you don't seem to.

Labels: Band, Feelings/Emotions, Juniors, pissed, School, Seniors, Trombone

♫♪I'm a happy 2nd Trombone!!♪♫

Yay! On the 27th day my Trombone baby is back! :D When I saw it in the room, I screamed and squealed in delight! "My Trombone is back!!! :D After 27 days it's back!!!"

Xue Qi was like "Shhh..." haha, but why should I? I love my baby Trombone! I'm so elated it's finally back to my side now, yeah! Trombone forever! Sec 4s had their weekly test. And DC was late as expected. So during warm ups there was only me and Benjamin. Sectionals shouldn't be put on Friday, there's too much slacking. It should be put back to Saturday like before. Last time when sectionals was on Saturday, sometimes a conductor would come. But now it's on Friday, neither of the conductors ever come, ever since it was changed to Friday. For the whole day there was no combined practice. Even after coming late, that guy still go slack. But, I don't care anymore. And I don't care that I don't care. And surprisingly, Darryl came today! :O And at 3+ too, which is even more surprising. And he came in his TJC half uniform. Cliff came too. I didn't check what time Kevin came. When he came I said his trombone is repaired and he seemed happy too. "Really?" and he picked up speed, haha :) Oh ya, we practised with Jaslyn today, because now her other junior quit too, and her senior's obviously not here. Just for today only, promise. I practised the 2 songs, Procession to Peace and Symphonium (and a few others). I hate it on Friday practices now, for obvious reasons. Ok, sorry, I slacked today. Because I practised with Jaslyn, that's why I said it'll be today only. SORRY... NOT to my section! Why should I apologise to slackers? The sorry is for other people, like Suky... And sorry Trombone.

Since my trombone is back, I put it in my cupboard, and gave the bass trombone 171035 to Kevin to keep in his cupboard, where it was before I took it. 这段时间，真的非常谢谢你。Thanks for filling up the empty spaces and making me complete and making me happy :) In my life, I will always love 3 trombones. I'm already feeling sad that I won't be using 171035 now, yet I am happy that I am using 153671. I am missing T T3 that I have not seen or used since so long ago that I don't even remember :( I think I last saw it last year when Darryl's trombone was away before SYF and he used T3. How are you T3? :') I am Trombonist... Trombone is my life. It's the most meaningful thing in my life, if I don't play trombone, I don't see what else I can do, because there's nothing else I want to do. Trombonist loves Trombone!

Trombones forever...

Labels: Band, Feelings/Emotions, Juniors, pissed, Seniors, Trombone

♫♪I'm a happy 2nd Trombone!!♪♫

Ha, funny thing people still don't know their classmates after KOREF camp. Cui Yi only knew who I am last Thursday -.- See, on Wednesday we passed around a paper to write our email addresses and I saw his, so I added it on MSN with my iPhone. Then when I reached home I sign in on MSN on iPhone, I saw "Jay" online. At first I thought it was the band Jay. Then I sign out. Then later that day I sign in on the computer and saw "Jay" online again. Then I remembered, the band Jay is not even on my MSN! -.- So that is Cui Yi. And he's supposed to be away but he asked me who I am. I said Shi Ying, but he's never heard of it. I said Rebecca then he said 有点影响. But, he still doesn't know who I am. Haiz (I use Shi Ying in class what!)... Then on Thursday I went for recess alone and saw Ivy & Sarah so I sat with them beside Ivy. I didn't talk to them since they're engaged in a conversation. Then suddenly Cui Yi came and sat opposite me, beside Sarah. With his mouth full he asked me "你是昨天.....(don't know what)...." and I looked at him o.o then he laugh and stand up and walk away. Haha! What?? Then I was going to wash my hands and he walk past again (with no food in his mouth) and ask me again. I still only can hear the first 4 words, but I nodded anyway, because I know what he's asking, lol. Funny... :D

Band on Friday was sucky and @#%^&. No conductors came, so we had sectionals until 4+ but there was alumni, the clarinet senior Hansel. He conducted combined from 4+ onwards. We played some scales. Tubas and Trumpets just anyhow blast and never do anything seriously. Then when we were going to play songs, he actually asked what song they wanna play. They played Seagate Overture. WTF. They were all slacking! Finally when practice was going to end then we played Symphonium just once. And the f***ers kept laughing at I don't know what shit when we came to the trombone solo and wasting time. And once Kevin was standing (cos Hansel told him to) and playing the solo half way through and the assholes kept laughing at I don't know what rubbish that's obviously unimportant rubbish that only assholes care about. But Kevin didn't stop playing and I wanted to point middle finger at the f***ing trumpets, but I couldn't so I just point all 5 fingers at them. Damn, I used vulgarities more than usual. But they asked for it so who cares. F them, slackers, assholes, shits, idiots, so old and don't know how to respect people. Wonder if their parents taught them anything. Freaking pissed off, felt like (still do) slapping them and shouting vulgarities in their ugly faces. JUST GET OUT OF BAND!!! NO ONE WANTS SLACKING IDIOTS LIKE THE LOT OF YOU IN BAND! KNOW NOTHING BUT SLACKING AND LAUGHING AT PEOPLE AS IF YOUR PARENTS NEVER TAUGHT YOU MANNERS AND BASIC RESPECT, IT'S NOT EVEN LIKE YOUR PLAYING STANDARD IS ANYWHERE NEAR MY SENIOR. EVEN COMPARED TO THE SEC 1S LAST YEAR, YOUR PLAYING IS WORST THAN SHIT. PEOPLE HEAR YOU PLAY THEY'LL RATHER DIE, IT'S WORSE THAN THE SOUND OF CHICKENS SCREAMING WHEN THEY'RE THREATENED. YOU WATCH OUT! AND YOUR ATTITUDE IS SO SUCKY, OPENLY SHOWING EVERYONE HOW CHEAP YOU ARE. WHAT ARE YOU EVEN WORTH?!

I'm getting more and more pissed off by the band. Grrr...! Mess with me and you'll see what I can do. There's a limit to everything. You cross that line and I will show you what you never thought I was capable of. You need to be taught basic respect and manners. Since no one ever taught you, or you were too retarded to comprehend it, just try being an asshole and I will teach you, I will. So the lot of you better watch out. I am not who you think I am.

Labels: Band, Feelings/Emotions, Juniors, pissed, School, Seniors, Trombone

♫♪I'm a happy 2nd Trombone!!♪♫

Band practice today! I joined in marching despite my knee injury, so obviously it wasn't as good as usual. A bit painful. I noticed that Kevin marches very... hard, haha. He looks like he's stamping his feet :D It was around 9am we went upstairs and warm up. Actually, it's not really warm up, it's blending the sounds. No warm up today, but can consider that as warm up. Wah, play semiquavers Bb, A for 2 counts per bar then the other 2 counts hold Bb. Whoo...

At 9.20am we went out for sectionals. Kevin stayed inside and oil his slide. Suky came shortly and stayed for the whole practice, yay! She's very hyper, never seen anything like it... :O She talk half way can suddenly "HAHAHA!" and throw her hands in the air, haha! I see her I also want to laugh :D Add some fun to sectionals :) We practised Symphonium. Kevin mainly play his solo. (Did he even play anything else? I don't remember hearing any other part...) I played my 2nd trombone, first page only. When Suky teaching my juniors I also go listen, heheh, they don't know how to give 1 bar of nothing like " 1 2 3 4" -.- They stunned, haha. Her teaching style different from my seniors and mine eh... Of course, my style is acquired from MY seniors :) She doesn't clap tempo, and she doesn't tell you where to start playing. So you're free to practise what you want, she listens and corrects. Of course my juniors are totally clueless so I have to "Play from beginning, 1 2 3 4!" for them la... I'm also not used to this actually. No one's taught me since around April last year, even if my senior suddenly goes "Play here, 1 2 3 4!" I will also not be clueless, but hers is like, huh??? Not used to it, haha.

Kevin's using the trombone Suky used :O She remembers it by the damage not the number : After a while, we went in for combined practice. Suky sat between Benjamin and the tubas. Kevin could play the high high G during sectionals but now he's tired already so he can't pitch. He's quite unhappy, I can understand the feeling. After all, I've been through it... Poor thing... So I kept on going "Jia you! Jia you!" for him, haha, hoping it at least makes him feel slightly better. Hope it doesn't 反效果 and make him feel worse :s I can tell he's practising very hard already! That Mr Yeo everyday only know how to insult people. Just because my senior is tired and mispitch the HIGH HIGH G, he said if he cannot play, will give it to other people to play, as if he slack and damn lousy. BUT HE IS VERY HARDWORKING OK!!! HE PRACTISE SO HARD STILL GET SCOLDED FOR WHAT?! For secondary school level he is very good already! AND THEN HE IS ALREADY SO UNHAPPY AND HE GO ADD TO IT BY INSULTING HIM AND TELLING HIM TO PRACTISE SOME MORE. OPEN YOUR EYES AND SEE, IS HE NOT PRACTISING ENOUGH?! He didn't even see Kevin when he was practising and playing the G la! Still wanna talk like he was born a professional tubists can play solo in high school. -.- -.- -.- Damn pissed off, and damn heart pain for Kevin too :( GO KEVIN!!!!! Lots of love :)

Labels: Band, Feelings/Emotions, Juniors, pissed, Seniors, Trombone

♫♪I'm a happy 2nd Trombone!!♪♫

Yo! Today's first lesson was PE. 1R3's teacher was absent so we had PE with them. Just training for NAPFA test. First thing was running. 2R6 run 6 rounds, 1R3 5 rounds. I just realised 2R6 is 1R3 x2 haha! I ran with Wen Ling and during our last round I thought it was the 5th. I dragged her down, quite behind, she's actually better. Yeah, after finished I had stomach pain so I didn't do the 30 push ups they all did. I just sat beside the grass. Seok Kee saw me and told teacher I had stomach pain, so I continued doing nothing. Then I puked beside the grass -.- And teacher told Seok Kee to help me to the canteen or somewhere. But at the shelter I started getting dizzy and all I saw was green. So I sat down and teacher told them to go first. Every time I stand up I can't even see anything. I was supposed to go to the canteen but given the rate I was going, she made me go to the standing tap to wash up then go to General Office. I couldn't walk there, because I couldn't see, so she got some people to help me.

I saw a hand, but don't know whose. I realised it's Qian Hui and Swee Kee. They supported me to the GO. I couldn't see a thing but just continued walking unstably till I reached the bench outside. Teacher told me to sit down and I actually thought I was gonna sit on the floor but then I felt a chair, haha. Thankful that they actually positioned me so I wouldn't miss the bench and sit on the floor or make a fool of myself. Maybe teacher told them I couldn't see. There were some people there, but I don't know who. I only vaguely saw Ms Tan the VP when I sat down. Then I went into the GO and sat there and QH and SK left. Thanks people :) I was sweating like a pig, and I think I was cold and clammy, yucks. Then it was only about 830, half an hour into PE. I bet I spent damn long at the shelter walking 3 steps and stopping and again. I lied down on the chair until one of the staff (don't know her name)came and gave me milo. It's cold in there. And I think I was white, like that time in class where I had cramps. I bet I was attracting a lot of attention to whoever saw me :S Even the OM with big specs Mr Ong was like "Girl you ok?" (Why people still call me girl ah?) Later Ms Tan opened the door and a staff lady was quick to say "She's going back" then she left. Woah, how she know what Ms Tan come for?

Anyway, am thankful to the people who helped, esp my classmates, and Swee Kee again and Rasyidah for helping bring my stuff down. My father came to take me home since I couldn't contact my grandparents. That time was about 9.45am. Stopped hurting and sweating already, but still cold of course. It's like the band room or colder there.

Now to start spoiling people's reputation. Not my classmates la of course, they're so nice :D It's the damned doctor. My father brought me to that doctor near my house and he waited while I went in. She does nothing but bullshit, her English bullshit too. It's worse than my Chinese. Worse than Darryl Kor Kor's Chinese even. (I'm not insulting Kor Kor here, I'm obviously insulting her.) (Speaking of Chinese, wonder how he did for his Chinese Oral today...) I said I had stomach ache then I vomiitted and I felt dizzy when I stood up and can't see anything. Then she retardedly don't believe I can't see, and say what blur, bullshit. I said it's can't see at all, everything's green, but as you know now, she's retarded la. She thinks my English is so lously I don't know what I'm talking is it. Eh, bitch, even a little kid 10 years younger than me knows the difference between cannot see and blur ok. Only you don't know la, because you never even got pass the stage of learning basic English that babies learn when they know how to talk, cos you're that retarded. Oh and did you get negative marks (less than 0)for your English PSLE decades ago? Then she check my stomach and pressed and ask if got pain. No. Then she asked if it's on off pain. No. Oh my gosh, she asked if then it's from just now till then the pain never stop. -.- x 100. Wtf, I have never met anyone whose English is that fking retarded. I was like "No just now for a few minutes la." Then she thinks she's right. -.- x 1000. All of you know what"on off" is yeah? I know. OMG, hilarious, some idiot who cannot even speak conversational English (My conversational MALAY is better ok) sitting in a clinic room getting money for talking the most nonsensical bullshit that doesn't make sense half a bit (not even one bit). I felt like slapping her face you know. Cheat peope's money la, $28 wasting my time, making my blood pressure rise, cos I'm damn pissed off. 2nd idiot quack doctor to piss me off. Oh look, this paragraph is longest. I can be mean and insult with every indecent word I know when I get enraged like that. I don't say it out of course, I curse and swear inside. By the way, that clinic of a bitch is Blk 52something near 526 in Hougang. There's 2 doctors but only one pisses people off, the old woman one who always comes way later than the time stated outside -.- Her name is Cheng Soo Hong, so yeah don't ever go there.

Bye, and again, thanks people :) :) :) Darryl Kor Kor, don't think your Chinese is bad. Chinese is your second language, your English is good :) There are people more than twice your age and less than half as good as you are in anything, ok? There :)

Labels: Feelings/Emotions, pissed, School, Unwell/Injuries